Lizzie's Journey

Today Lizzie boo had an appointment with urology and we had another good visit. We were really hoping that we would get the “all clear” for 6 months but I can’t complain about the 3 months that we got. Lizzie actually likes going to see her doctors and is incredibly patient with it all. She loves visiting the trains on the first floor of the hospital, and it’s a rare treat for mommy to hand out suckers willingly. She gets lots of attention, lots of stickers and lunch out with mom. What more could a girl want?

The big news is that we are taking her OFF of the antibiotics. She has been on them since she was 6 weeks old, and we’ve had mixed (mostly bad) emotions about the use of them all along. We are finally taking her off of them, and to be honest I once again find myself with mixed emotion. Both her pediatrician and urologist agree that there could be some type of immunity problem at work, due to her multiple and unusually persistent infections - first the UTIs and now yeast. Apparently it’s unusual to have 4 billion infections before you turn 2!!! lol We decided that changing her antibiotic would probably have little effect since she is currently on Bactrim which is not commonly known to cause yeast (especially at the dosage she takes).

The new plan is to take her completely off of the antibiotic and see what happens. The hope is that the antibiotics are to blame for the yeast, and that by taking the abx out of the equation, the yeast will go away. If it doesn’t help, then we will know it’s an immunity issue, and we will see the immunologist and have some new tests run. It might be better to go straight to immunology, but I hate to put her through more testing and more doctors unless I have to. This gives us an opportunity to get her off of the antibiotics (which we have wanted to try all along), and in the long run I feel like that is what is best for Lizzie. We can always put her back on them, but we may not have another chance to get off of them. If the yeast goes away we will know that it was caused by the antibiotics, and we can put the immunologist on the back burner for a while.

I am a little concerned about the chance of infection that this could create, but I’ve done a lot of research on the effectiveness of abx for reducing UTI and I’m not convinced that abx are at all helpful. They certainly didn’t keep her from getting the infections before the vesicostomy. I do worry about the fact that because she has taken them her whole life, that she has no natural immunity to any bacteria. I am glad that we are doing the trial in the spring and not the winter. Hopefully this will give her immunity some time to build before being hit with the nasty winter bugs.

We also discussed the time-line for the vesicostomy. Talk about a tough decision. He has given us the “go ahead” for taking it down at any time, which was a complete shock to me. The other urologist that we spoke with said his earliest recommendation would be age 4. Our current uro said that he would be willing to do it at any time, but that his recommendation was for sometime next summer… It was our decision. I laughed and said how about when she’s 10?

Are you kidding me? I can’t even begin to face the reality of taking out the vesicostomy… I’m so not ready! And I don’t think Lizzie is either. She has adapted well to it, and I think she needs additional time to grow especially now during a period we are pretty sure she will remain healthy because of the vesicostomy. The vesicostomy has kept her healthy and growing, and while we are completely optimistic, we have no way of knowing what will happen once the stoma comes out. She could be facing recurrent infections and more surgeries if things don’t go as we hope, so I’m ok with giving her some more time to be a kid.

The testing will start with another Urodynamics study (probably this fall or winter). This should give us 2 very important pieces of the puzzle….how big her bladder is, and whether or not she still has reflux. We are hoping that over time her bladder will have reduced in size and that the function will remain good. We can’t know all the details about the function until she’s older, but the test will give us a pretty good idea about what is going on and how it is going to work. I get the impression that they are figuring on the bladder still being enlarged, and we may end up having to catheterize her (at least temporarily) in order to keep her bladder empty. The problem with this, is that by catheterizing, we introduce bacteria into the bladder, which can often lead to UTI which will be dangerous if the reflux is still present.

So the second big question is whether or not she still has reflux. This is the most important thing, and the most worrisome. The urodynamics test won’t tell us the grade of reflux, but it should let us know if the reflux is still there. If so, it sounds like we will do another VCUG to determine the grade. If the reflux is gone, we are in really good shape. If the reflux is still there (especially if the bladder is still enlarged and the grade is high) she will probably be looking at an additional surgery, either another reimplantation or another Deflux injection. The risk of infection is just too high when cath’ing with reflux.

Which would take us to another hard decision that we hope we don’t have to make… do we do surgery A that already failed miserably, or surgery B that has also been a complete failure? Personally I am voting for letter C which assumes the reflux is gone and we don’t have to worry about it. I suppose we will climb that mountain when we get there.

On a more positive note, her blood pressure was good today, which is a big step in the right direction. After getting the report from the Nephrologist, I still have some concerns, but we are monitoring it closely. The doctors feel she is at risk of hypertension, and it may be something we have to deal with in the future, but that we probably won’t have to worry much about it until possibly her teens (if we ever do).

The goal now, is to just have some fun and enjoy some time off. We got the ok for Lizzie to swim and play in the creek which will make for a really fun summer. The kids have been begging to get in the creek and this will be exciting news for them (especially big brother). We’ll of course be watching for signs of infection, but we feel pretty good about the way things are going, and we plan to just live it up this summer and be thankful that we can